Nembutsu,
Nembutsu, Nembutsu Everywhere!
When people attend our services the one thing that stands
out is the repeated recitation of “ namo amida
butsu.” Sometimes those visiting for the first time
feel awkward reciting the nembutsu in public. Or if there
are new members, it often takes time for them to feel
comfortable doing so. Is it a mantra? Is it a magical
phrase? Is it a prayer that gets you whatever you want?
Does it forgive sins? It is in Japanese, so maybe only
Japanese people are privileged to say it?
Recently, someone from China visited our temple. They said
“nomo omita fat” with a special intonation I did not manage
to master. (By the way the word ‘fat’ in Chinese dose not
mean the same as a similar word in English. In Chinese
‘fat’ too has a special intonation that lends it the
meaning ‘Buddha’.)
At that point one of the newer members asked which one, the
Japanese or the Chinese, was the ‘real’ nembutsu?
It is important to remember that in the early history of
Shin Buddhism there were many forms of the nembustu.
Shinran himself, at my reading, had at least three forms,
maybe more. When he lay dying, he was reciting a longer
form. These longer forms involved taking refuge in the
Buddhas of the ten directions—as we chant in the Sanbujo.
There were forms where the name Amida was spoken in its
full form as Buddha of Infinite Light and Buddha of
Infinite Life. Amida is a special word that contains these
two aspects-Infinite Light and Infinite Life. These were in
at one time considered to be two separate Buddhas, so the
word Amida is a kind of two-for-one word.
The word nama also has multiple meanings—reverence, refuge,
reliance, praise, mindful or even mind-full. The word
Buddha originally meant awake. So the whole phrase namo
amida butsu could have many variations. So, which is the
real nembutsu?
Mindful of Amida Buddha, Mindful of Infinite Life and Light
Buddha, Mindful of Infinite Life and Light Awake, Reverence
for Amida Buddha, Reverence for Life and Light Awake,
Refuge in Amida Buddha and so forth. It is actually fun to
play with the words to see how many forms we can come up
with, just like a musician playing variations on a theme.
This is important, because Rennyo reminded us in the 1400’s
that if we recite the nembutsu, but don’t understand what
we are doing, we are just moving our lips, nothing more.
Remember, too, that the Infinite Life part of the word
Amida is not an abstract philosophical concept. It means
the blood-food-fur of everyday life as we live it.
The Infinite Light of the word Amida includes the warmth of
the light as loving compassion, and the brightness of the
light as insight. So the deep psychology of the nembutsu
experience combines reverence for the awakening of life
combined with infinite caring and infinite insight.
The nembutsu is an experience where boundless compassion
and insight embrace life as we actually live it. It is the
crossroads where the infinite and the finite meet and
embrace. This is the shinjin experience from which the
nembutsu arises. All further nembutsu is the nembutsu of
gratitude for the grace of this embrace. This is the Other
Power Way.
One time during a Sunday service, I wrote down about 10
different forms of the nembutsu, including the long and
difficult Sanskrit version, the Chinese Version and about 8
English versions. Naturally, our tradition Shin version of
namo amida butsu was included as well. Each version was
recited by 5 people sitting together in a group. When I
rang the gong we all recited the various forms together for
5 minutes. It was a beautiful chorus of nembutsu.
So, just what is the real nembutsu anyway? In my
understanding it originates in a deep experience that is
beyond words, beyond thought and non-thought, beyond form
and non-form. Then the first word that emerges is the
primal word spoken when returning back to the world of
concepts and discursive thought. It is the joy of speaking
Your First Word in a spiritual re-birth. This similar to
the joy both parents and children have when the very first
word had been uttered. It can have many forms across
languages and cultures, but the deep inner experience is
the same. It is the experience of being embraced by a
warm, nurturing light that embraces us all without
prejudice or discrimination, without judgment or criticism.
This is the Other Power!
Such is my understanding at the present time in my life.
Please reflect on this in your own way. It is of great
importance for your spiritual welfare.
Sensei Ulrich
March 11, 2010
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